alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang eight pesos na pamasahe sa jeep? ang layo promise!
nung Good Friday, nag-alay lakad ako ksama ang mga college '04 papuntang simbahan ng antipolo. mula bayan ng marikina papuntang simbahan ng antipolo... sobrang nakakapagod... pero sobrang nakakatuwa nung narating namin ang simbahan...isang napakalaking achievement =)
1st time ko ginawa un. ako ung isa sa dalawang 1st timer sa aming grupo na 15. hindi ako physically prepaid kaya sobrang napagod ako. hindi ko din alam na ganon kalayo un... kapag feeling ko ayoko na, ang motivation namin ay tipong ganito...
si Jesus nga pinako sa krus pagkatapos maglakad...
e maiksi lang naman ung nilakad nya!
e nilalatigo naman sya habang naglalakad...
si Jesus nga pinako sa krus pagkatapos maglakad, tapos tayo kakain lang...
magdadasal naman sa simbahan muna...
kakain pa rin pagkatapos...
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for the first time, sumama ako kanina kay papa magjogging. ilang araw ko na rin sinabi sa sarili ko na magsisimula na ako sa training, physical training para sa antipolo next year, pero kanina...sana kanina nga ung simula. sana tuloy-tuloy na 'to. para pag-umakyat kami uli ng simbahan ng antipolo, matinong dasal na ang gagawin ko...
Lord, wat’s up?
whatever do i want with my life?
all my life i have this feeling that i'm going to die early. actually, its something i want. i want to die young. around 40 to 50 years old. i've got a number of reasons why i want this to be. the prevailing and paranoid reason is because i just want to psyche myself thinking my time is running and i have to make wise use of the time i have left.
mama and i talked last night and i got this uncomfortable feeling... i have just finished a chapter of my life and now fearfully venturing into a new one. after our talk, i saw a different chapter will be unfolded. i felt it will come, but i never really gave time to think about it. one thing for sure, i don’t want that chapter included in my life.
thinking about it seemed like everything’s going to be fast-paced and short-lived. i guess the chapter that have started would be something i should live fully. but one question though, whatever do i want to do with this chapter? whatever do i want with my life?
am i going to find a job while reviewing for my board exams or am i going to focus on my review? what if i failed the licensure exams? what career path am i going to take? what choices do i have? do i have a choice? do i know i what i want?
O Lord, whatever it is that You want me to do, please give me a sign. Show me Lord... a lot of things are unclear to me. I dont wanna be wasting my time, Your time, with selfish and nonsense crap anymore. I dont want to make wrong decisions anymore...
all my life i have this feeling that i'm going to die early. actually, its something i want. i want to die young. around 40 to 50 years old. i've got a number of reasons why i want this to be. the prevailing and paranoid reason is because i just want to psyche myself thinking my time is running and i have to make wise use of the time i have left.
mama and i talked last night and i got this uncomfortable feeling... i have just finished a chapter of my life and now fearfully venturing into a new one. after our talk, i saw a different chapter will be unfolded. i felt it will come, but i never really gave time to think about it. one thing for sure, i don’t want that chapter included in my life.
thinking about it seemed like everything’s going to be fast-paced and short-lived. i guess the chapter that have started would be something i should live fully. but one question though, whatever do i want to do with this chapter? whatever do i want with my life?
am i going to find a job while reviewing for my board exams or am i going to focus on my review? what if i failed the licensure exams? what career path am i going to take? what choices do i have? do i have a choice? do i know i what i want?
O Lord, whatever it is that You want me to do, please give me a sign. Show me Lord... a lot of things are unclear to me. I dont wanna be wasting my time, Your time, with selfish and nonsense crap anymore. I dont want to make wrong decisions anymore...
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